Aug 22, 2014

Playlist: I think I'm addicted to cats

NO I did not intentionally put another cat in my playlist but whatever just please enjoy this music


 N I G H T  A T  A  C A T  P A R T Y 






SONGS: Let me surprise you.

Jul 21, 2014

July the 18th

Last July 18, 2014 was... MY BIRTHDAY!

Yes, I'm now officially a teen. Thirteen that is. What?! You're only thirteen? Yes I am only thirteen- do you have a problem with that? It's not my fault I was born on 2001, blame my parents that's what I always say.

Jul 5, 2014

Let's talk about feelings,



Ah, High school. The time when you start to understand your feelings. When you finally find yourself. When you know you're finally a grown up and start to make important decisions in life that will totally change your entire future. And also, the time when people start to be real; when they finally bloom into the person they want to be. Well, some people don't bloom, of course.

Just like me, for example.
I haven't fully 'bloomed' yet. I'm under construction. I'm still the same insecure little girl who's jealous of everyone. But I don't show it. I keep my true feelings in a little bottle packed inside my head/heart/body. Instead of showing emotions I want to express, I keep them locked inside because I'm extremely afraid of judgements or what people might think of me as. My whole life consisted of 40% judgements of my physical features so that makes me not want them to judge me for my insides too. I'm the so what if I'm ugly, at least I'm nice type of girl.

*Basically, the moral of this post is don't be like me. Express the feelings you want to show. Shout it out and show it. Okay maybe don't shout it out because that might get you in trouble but still, you need to show it. Don't let it rot in your insides. pop that bottle and let it escape. Whether it's love, hatred, jealousy, envy, just a random joke you really wanna say, an opinion, anything. 

*But don't be too open. Never be too open. Some feelings are meant to be hid. You just have to know which one is which.

(I know this post totally makes no sense but this past week I have been in under stress, anxiety, a bit of tears, studies, homework and anything involving school. and I really just want to let some things out. So forgive me for being a little bit obnoxious and/or annoying.) 


Jun 28, 2014

Playlist: Floats My Boat

I KNOW It's been almost a month since I blogged but here I am back again! Sorry for being gone, I've been extremely busy lately since school started about 2 weeks ago and I forgot how much a pain in the butt school is but I'm trying hard to just bite the bullet and go with it. (I have no choice anyway)

And yes, I decided to make playlists too! (How original, Jasmin.) Well, I want to share to everyone the music I currently am enjoying. And I've always wanted to make playlists. No I don't have the best music taste- I have worlds most shi**y taste and I don't even know how to organize music. I just put every single thing I like in one. But you might like it too so feel free to waste your 50 minutes enjoy the playlist!


  F L O A T S  M Y  B O A T  
       
                                                Floats My Boat from limitlessbliss on 8tracks Radio.

A Drop In The Ocean - Ron Rope
Eyes Closed -The Narrative
Cool Kids - Echosmith
Hero - Family Of The Year
Kids - Whoismgmt
Floats My Boat - Aer
Kiss Me - Fray (cover)
Stop The World I Wanna Get Off With You - Arctic Monkeys
Melt With You - Jason Mraz
Boom Clap - Charlie XCX
I'm a Mess - Ed Sheeran
Carousel - Bamboo



Jun 2, 2014

Imperfection | Poetry



I stand before the mirror, circling everything I wish I could change.
Before long, there's more marks on my body than freckles on my face.
It's funny how you could tell me I'm beautiful, and I'll quickly forget.
But a simple 'you're ugly,' will forever be implanted into my head.
I keep my gaze down in front of strangers, terrified they'll see what I see.
My eyes are two open windows to the doubt and insecurity.
Maybe if I just smile, play along, pretend I'm alright,
nobody will suspect those are my cries they hear at night.
And I can't help but wonder what it's like to be pretty.
To make guys stop and stare, tall, tan, and skinny.
To throw on anything and walk with confidence out the door,
instead of trying on 13 different outfits and wondering why you try for.
Why doesn't God listen to me when I beg him to be someone new?
Just live in another's skin, is that so hard to do?
For a day, that's all I need, I want to see what it's like,
to not be the one who stares at her reflection and cries.

I fear imperfection; but I am complete imperfection.

May 11, 2014

Sleep over madness & unlimited vain


So we (me, my two cousins(ate  Leah and Janelle) and a friend of ours(Hazel)), had a very unexpected sleep over. Like literally unexpected--I was just sitting at my room and all of the sudden they just barged in with bags and they told me it's going to be a sleep over. And of coarse, what kind of sleep over doesn't include taking photos? Definitely not a fun one.

If you're asking why are there only three people in a few of the photos it's because--notice the person at the bed wearing a yellow shirt sleeping. That is the reason.

Apr 20, 2014

Theme park adventures


After the holy week occured here in the Philippines (20th of April 2014), We had a little trip to a magical place to just have a little fun time with the family.

Apr 13, 2014

Seas & Sand on the night of Summer



On Saturday, the 5th of April 2014, me and my family went on a little and short trip to beach just to have a little fun and to feel what the summer heat can bring us, well, besides the fact that we went there near night time so we didn't really got to see the sun for a while. But it was a very fun trip if I must say even though it was a little bit of JAM PACKED with people.


Mar 19, 2014

Au revoir 7th Grade!




Today as marked, March 19, 2014 is officially the first day of summer and the last day of my 7th grade school year. Honestly, I was actually tearing up at school after our school finals because of all the drama "I'm leaving nest school year blah blah BLAH". Don't blame me for that, I actually liked loved this year even after all those HS-drama and stuff, this year was worth remembering.

Feb 28, 2014

Counting down- Hello March,



Day after day I didn't come think that time was really actually ticking fast. So fast, that I didn't even feel February came by. Everything was like in fast-forward all of the sudden and I wasted so much time that I could have used to do something fun.

Feb 23, 2014

The Little Box, | Stories

About 8:00 PM or so last night, I was sitting in my bed (and was bored as hell) when suddenly I got inspired to write this little story which I claim to have finished writing the whole thing within about 5 minutes.

T h e  L i t t l e  B o x


Feb 22, 2014

Older by the minute



I can't stand the fact that everybody gets a little older in every darn second that comes. I still remember those days when I can fit myself inside a big fat box and my older sister would pull the box throughout the whole house and act as if the box was a car. Now, that box doesn't even fit half of my body and still I'm growing.


Jan 5, 2014

When the sadness eats you,

Have you ever had a day where you just wanna lay in bed all day with your pillow just crying your eyes out thinking of all the almost imposible and that-would-never-happen bad thoughts while of course, playing the most ridiculously sad tunes you could ever hear in your life? Well, I just described what my day was like.